Darn it. another glitch/obstruction on the verge. Nakakainis. after that nonsensical "wag ka na munang mag-aral! manood ka nalang ng dvd jan habambuhay!" (oo aminado ko. nakakaadik School Rumble!) phrase from dad, here goes another wave of discombobulation (thanks kuya Venz for that wonderful word. I use it every three seconds) coming from that heartbreaker we, from now on, should somberly name as '329'. As what most cynical people might say, 'loving someone in the wrong time is rubbish and would eventually turn to ashes' , I say 'go home and clean your grannies' dentures with your eyelashes and knock yourselves three times on the head. you dont feel how much pain i'm submitting to right now, toadstools.'

I went to bed 10:30 pm and all I did was rant and roll. I cant sleep. darn! darn! darn! ang hirap! I stood up, and here I am. 1:40 am and still worried sick. I've proven myself that ridiculous phrase 'yung mahal mo, hindi ka mahal. yung mahal ka..etcetera..etcetera' Pakiramdam nya kasi nagbibiro lang ako. I admit. I'm a foolish guy and I always joke. Hell, I guess my friends would still find me funny even with my legs torn apart and three different colored knives are buried on my back. stressfull..

Nagpaload ako kanina just to let 329 know how I really feel. I even rang 329's phone three times just to let 329 know that I'm waiting. Hangang ngayon nagbabaka-sakali akong magttxt sya. Uso naman ngayon ang tanga kaya ayos lang..

Bihira mag online yon kaya it's way impossible for 329 to read this. But just so you know, I'm blood-dripping serious. I know it sounds funny but I tell you, I even did that stupid wish on a star thing just to feed this fantasy I know someday, somehow would come true..